Thursday, March 10, 2011

Fast.

My week this week has gone surprisingly fast. Which is not typical considering I have so many things to look forward to these next couple of months.

The program I was hired to run finally starts next week. I'm excited and scared at the same time. I have a feeling the kids I will be working with aren't always going to love being around me. As in, they are high need, emotionally. But I hope to create a fun environment for them to be in, therefore allowing me to reach them somehow. My hours are going to be a little screwy also, so I'll have to get used to that.

Since my program is starting next week, it seems time will probably move even faster through this month and next. Which, will be nice since I have fun things to look forward to.

I don't like when time moves slow. I don't like it when it moves fast either. Slow means I have to wait for things, fast means I feel like my short time on this earth is slipping away and what the heck am I doing with myself?

My brain is exhausting.

Maybe I should just chill out and take what is thrown my way in whatever time it takes. Yeah, that sounds good.

2 comments:

OneBigHappy said...

This sentence has me fascinated and distracted: "My brain is exhausting." Not looking for explanations or revisions. Just thought you'd like to know.

hillary said...

No biggie, I just go around in circles in my head usually. Not really a bad thing. I'd rather have an active brain, instead of an inactive brain, ya know? :)